Dismantle Decepticons damage

Greetings! Happy Thursday! Today I am thankful for my life and I ask that you all be thankful for yours also

Today I want to reveal the truth about my life without giving away too many details of my book. I feel the need to express this for my own sanity. I know there are a lot of people who hate when I talk about the details of my life but it is MY life and MY truth. My main objective is to shed light on the dangers of trusting the wrong person and how damaging it can be to your life, well being and a community.

My twitter was magically deleted right before my apartment burned down. I think it was because I was speaking out about my legal Guardian or the vaccines. WHO KNOWS? I wanted people to know the truth about him however, people seem to be more invested in the deception. I got the word Decepticon from a YouTuber Big Bro Tren

When I was a child, there were a lot of things I didn’t understand. Now that I’m older, I have a lot more understanding of what took place after my parents died. When I talked to Michelle, I called my legal guardian “Decepticon”. She thought that was the PERFECT word to describe him so I ran with it

Honestly, I didn’t pay attention to the movie Transformers enough to understand it but she explained. The real reason I like that word to describe my legal guardian is because of the word deception. According to wikipedia: Deception is an act or statement that misleads, hides the truth, or promotes a belief, concept, or idea that is not true. It is often done for personal gain or advantage. Deception can involve dissimulation, propaganda, betrayal, as well as distraction, camouflage and/or concealment.

That definition alone just triggered me. These are all the things my family had to deal with except there is 1 big problem… No one seems to SEE the problem! There is nothing more frustrating then people refusing to accept the truth. I can admit that I was deceived, brainwashed, and manipulated. That’s why I encourage you all to go to therapy! That’s when the truth was revealed. Decepticon didn’t want me going to therapy but I didn’t have a choice. The Air Force was convinced that my PTSD wasn’t from sexual assault alone but a plethora of other things that were revealed during my service.

This month would have been my anniversary of swearing in for the Air Force almost 9 years ago. Typically I would post about my service but I stopped doing that! I stopped because I remember how difficult that time was in my life. Decepticon was being exposed. The dismantling of his powers started once I realized my own power. Being in the Air Force was the best experience of my life. However my career was cut short due to PTSD. I finally started talking. I finally started to speak up.

Things kept happening that I remained silent about which only made it worse for my throat chakra. Lets talk about energy. Have you ever felt stuck? Do you ever feel trouble expressing yourself and/or your thoughts and opinions? Do you choke when its time to speak up? If so than you probably have a blocked throat chakra. In my opinion, a blocked throat chakra can lead to more issues. The longer its blocked, the harder it will be to finally release that block. The main damage that was done from Decepticon was blocking everyone’s throat chakra including mine. Anyone who has been silenced understands the psychological effect that has on a person. Why can’t I SAY anything? I always hated that man but I was too afraid to say it aloud. I hated him in my heart for how he treated me but I was forced to act like I loved him. Lets talk about the deception of a decepticon. They are very charming.

My legal guardian wanted to be my father so bad. There will only be 1, Dr. Sauveur Mahotiere and there will only be 1 Rahmatoullahy Barry Mahotiere. Do not be fooled by the obsessed imitators. Decepticon came into my life and deceived us all. My family members still act slow too when it comes to the truth. How can someone be SO good at deceiving that even after the damage, people still try and act like their a good person? Meanwhile I’m the bad guy for speaking up about his damage!

Thanks to the Air Force, I finally started to get my voice back. All that marching and shouting back to Sargent Jenkins. Speaking of my Sargent, I appreciate that man because he was hard on me. Joining the Air Force was a spiritual decision. In 2013 nearly 10 years ago, Decepticon tried to stop me from receiving an education. What hurts the most is that he used my brother to access my information. That’s why I don’t trust people in my family. Decepticon turned everyone closest to me against me including my childhood best friend, High School friends, and even my own damn brother.

My brother may ACT like he’s on my side but I trust him enough to switch up eventually. I just decided I don’t want people like that in my life. It’s either you are with me or you are against me and if you are on the fence than you are an opposition. PICK A SIDE, PICK A SIDE! If you agree to side with Decepticon then I want NOTHING to do with you. If you are remaining neutral than you are also part of the problem. You shouldn’t remain neutral about a situation that is damaging to a community.

Decepticon knew my power before I did. That man spent a lot of years deceiving me so I wouldn’t realize he was trying to destroy me. Even though it didn’t work, I did suffer a lot of damage. When the military politely kicked me out for my sexual assault report, they did say I should go back to school. “Take care of yourself! Good luck to your future.” I went to the Air Force Headquarters in Warner Robins which is where our first house was. My father had that house since the 70s. That property belonged to US. He gave the first wife enough from the divorce to get her own damn house then moved my mom into his house. My brothers were both born in Georgia. I’m the only African baby.

My favorite therapist was a beautiful woman from Brazil. This lady was GORGEOUS. I had 2 therapist after leaving the service. One was a jewish woman and the other was a pregnant lady from Brazil named Zenith. My jewish therapist name was Christina. She was such a sweet lady. Our goal was to help me get over the Sexual assault which I did. During that time, my attacker fled the country.

Why do they keep doing that? Oh I know why! GUILTY YOUR HONOR. However no one seems to care when black women gets violated but let me have been blanco. They would have caught that man before he even hopped on a plane. My jewish therapist was given to me by the VA medical (Veteran Affairs) and the state of Georgia paid for my therapist Zenith since I reported my sexual assault.

The Air Force forced me to start dismantling the damage caused by Decepticon. It all started in basic training. I kept having issues! My Sargent was hard on me but also very concerned. My flight sisters thought he liked me but my mind wouldn’t allow that to process. I was not here for that but I definitely knew he was paying EXTRA attention to me. I kept having “breaks” in my training. Not because of him but because of the Air Force and I’m sure he was probably wondering what was going on with me

“MAHOTERRY! You have an appointment! Take a wingman and go to-” I had so many “appointments” during basic training that I thought I was getting kicked out or something. Every time I had to go somewhere I kept thinking “Now what?” The first medical issue was the sexual assault. After that I thought training would go smooth. Nope. I got a call to go to the office again. This time, I couldn’t take a wingman with me. When I went into the office, there was a woman there not in uniform. She had on regular clothes. I sat down and she explained to me that I owed money to the IRS.

Being a 21 year old, no one ever taught me about taxes, IRS, the government, social security, retirement, an estate, property investment, having a will or what it means to be a beneficiary. Decepticon hid all of this from us. Here I was being confronted with the truth about my life by a woman that I didn’t even know! A complete stranger was telling me details about things attached to my social security number. I didn’t know any of this! “Should I be upset? What should I do about it?”

The lady revealed to me that I owed money in property tax. It was around $25,000 but she pointed out a very important FACT. “This happened when you were a minor therefore someone took advantage.” Now I wonder who this SOMEONE could be? I didn’t know WHAT to do with that information but I took her word that someone did in fact take advantage of me. I knew EXACTLY who but I was too afraid to act on it.

Decepticon was the ONLY person who came to my basic training graduation. He just came so he can do what he does best DECEIVE. He acted as if he was so proud of me but he wasn’t. He was scared. He knew the truth would be revealed and he didn’t know how I would react to it. That was the start of the end of his deception. I started to see him for who he was. I chose to be blind. Accepting the truth is hard. That’s why I just CANT with my family members. If we are going to act like this person did not just damage our family and deceive others to do so than just leave me completely alone. I would like to live in my truth instead of living a lie. I haven’t talked to Decepticon since I got my Cosmetology license. Once I got my license, I had just turned 25. There’s no reason it should have taken me that long to get my license but I finally got it! Thanks to the Air Force, they paid for that.

I asked Decepticon about the property taxes I owed as a minor and of course he did what he does best. LIE. I noticed the word Believe has the word LIE in it. If you choose to believe in someone who LIES than you have no one to blame but yourself. I knew at that moment this man is not to be trusted. I believe that is when the war between us started. We are at war. This is a spiritual warfare and battle. What made me see this as such is when I KNEW I had to CHOOSE. You either choose to continue living a lie or you face the TRUTH of your reality regardless of how ugly, shameful or painful.

That decision has cost me so much. When I returned to Georgia after training, Decepticon was ready. To this day, I believe my some family has something to do with the man who sexually assaulted me. I talked to my friend Rose about it. She’s African too from Liberia. Only Africans seem to understand this. If I talk to American people they will label me crazy or gas light me just like Decepticon would. I told her how the guy that sexually assaulted me was ALSO from Guinea. That is NOT a coincidence. He has the SAME last name as my mothers evil sister. Not to mention, my cousin KNEW him and so did her mother. No one ever seems to care about that part! When I spoke out about what happened, every one knew but I guess they didn’t expect me to tell the Air Force people. Why would I NOT tell them? They were revealing everything else to me so I might as well be honest with them too. I don’t regret reporting that Sexual Assault. I had no idea I was going to have to let my career go as a result. Deep down I thought that was what Decepticon wanted. I think they did it on purpose so I wouldn’t be able to gain the benefits of being in the Air Force. BOY WERE THEY WRONG! I reported the assault on my mothers birthday. I will never forget that day on base. My counselor said it was my decision. She told me to go home and sleep on it. The next day I woke up and I thought, “My mom wouldn’t want me to be silent about this. I should probably report it.” I totally forgot that people shame R— victims.

Decepticon sold our house 6 months after that. I went back to Beauty School because of 2 reasons: My house was being sold so I NEEDED the license if I wanted to continuing doing hair AND I wasn’t sure if I was ever going back to the Air Force so I needed a new career. That’s when MALON SALON was born. That’s when I had to let go of “_singamelody” and then eventually changed everything to my birth given name

If I do go back to the Air Force I want to go in as an officer. That’s why I just want to focus on finishing school and obtaining degrees. Notice I said degrees with an S, plural, multiple. Something Decepticon did not want for me. When I looked at my fathers will before the fire burned everything down, he mentioned that he wanted all of his minor children to have 2 things: property and education

Isn’t it ironic that I am homeless with no degree? My father’s desire for his children was Decepticon’s main objective of damage. He knew what my father wanted for us so he did everything in his power to make sure it did not happen. It all started 10 years ago when I was trying to return back after my first year of college and I couldn’t. There was so much I didn’t understand. Being born in Africa doesnt make me stupid but people tried to treat me as if I didn’t understand how “Americas system” worked.

I am a citizen born abroad! Thats still an American Citizen. I’m more than that, I’m an Air Force Veteran and beneficiary! I AM A HEIRESS. My father was Professor emeritus at Fort Valley State University. Of course I know how things work! It took some time to learn but it wasn’t that hard to put 2 and 2 together to see that sh!t was not adding up! Speaking of adding up, I started following the money. When I added up how much money Decepticon stole from us over the years of my childhood, it was wayyyy over a million dollars. This summer I decided to start dating. Guys kept asking “Do you want kids?” DUH.

My response to those men was “I need at least a million dollars before I have any mans baby.” That’s when the dusties start dusting. “You don’t need a million dollars just to get pregnant!” I had 3 men tell me that this summer. Why these men insist on me lowering my standards is beyond me. First of all, I wouldn’t have a baby by none of those knee grows but if I get pregnant that’s a very BIG DEAL.

People seem to think that all I care about is the money but that’s not true. I was ROBBED. My brothers were ROBBED. Regardless if they want to admit or accept it, THAT IS THE TRUTH!

There is a huge difference between being greedy for money and simply knowing what you deserve. I believe I deserve a million dollars before I get pregnant because I KNOW over a million dollars was given to a man just to take care of me and he did not do ANYTHING for me. That’s another thing about the damage Decepticon did. It was very psychological. I looked at him as a father figure. He altered my perception of men. He always instilled guilt in his care. “I gave up my life for you guys.” Sir no one told you to do that, thats number 1. Number 2 we all came with a BAG so of course you gave up your dusty freeloading life to take advantage of 3 minor orphans. And LAST, there were other people who wanted to help us! People who actually LOVED my father. Decepticon chased them away

When I finally decided to accept the truth about Decepticon that is when the war started. Victoria had to remind me who my REAL father was. I didn’t even care to know because of all the brainwashing. No one ever told me about my father being a scientist or how he contributed to a lot of what people use today. They never mention any of the important scientific articles he was a part of. Y’all can look it up if you want! Just Google search Dr. Sauveur Mahotiere research or Professor Mahotiere Fort Valley and see what pops up! That’s what I had to do.

Beauty School was when all of this started to unfold. After Decepticon sold our house, I had to live with my fathers ex wife which wasn’t the best experience in the world. The first wife of my father revealed to me that my dad told her that he loved another woman showing my mothers picture. I’m thinking to myself “Am I supposed to be mad about that?” Why do people think I should give a DAMN about their feelings when no one seems to care about mine? My mother’s family is no better

Majority of my mothers family is ONLY in America because of her death. These people just can’t seem to leave for some reason. ISIS in Atlanta can harass 21 Savage but can’t seem to find the time to knock on those Africans door to “Send them back”. Lets not talk about the ridicule I received for being the African baby. My sister told me “You know you almost got left in Africa!” She always saying hurtful things that don’t offend me. I laugh at her insults because I know they are nothing but lies.

When I told Michelle what my sister said, she clapped back “THEY SHOULD HAVE! You don’t belong in America anyway.” I laughed so hard! If I could “Go back to Africa” trust me I WOULD. When Decepticon sold my house, all the women who supported me were concerned. I remember I met with a client for some beads. First time we met was at my house. Now I had to meet her in the streets. “What you gonna do Malon? Are you gonna go back to Africa?” I want to go back to Africa but I don’t know how. I know there are a lot of things for me there but it is still a hard reality to accept. The more I tell people about my life the more they say “You have to go back! I wish I could go to Africa!” Well, I wish I could take you all with me. The ones that are interested in going anyway. My parents died after coming back from Africa. We spent one birthday together and that was it. The idea of going back makes me too emotional any way. I know people WANT me to go back but honestly I don’t think I’m ready. I don’t know when I will ever be ready.

Since Decepticon is in Africa, I figured now is a great time to dismantle all the damage he caused. I was able to get a lawyer while in California. One good thing that came out of a dusty was that lawyer. When I spoke to the lawyer about everything in detail he agreed to help but needs a lot of information. I agreed to provide it but that will require for me to go back to Georgia. Something I’ve been avoiding.

In the end, Decepticon has won many battles but the war isn’t over. I know he knows what is coming. That is why he fled. After my step mother died, he had no where else to hide. They protected that man.

I can’t remain silent about Decepticon but I also know that no one wants to hear what I have to say. When I say no one I mean the people who already know what’s going on. My brother doesnt like when I talk about the truth. He is always telling me to “Calm down” or just straight up shushing me.

That is the power of brain wash. This man will keep me silent about ANYTHING. When I was at Waffle House when I visited Atlanta, the waiter finessed $50 out of me. I let them do it because I figured they needed the money but than I realized they didn’t have any buns for my burger. “WAIT! How you gonna charge me $50 for all this food when y’all don’t even got any buns! WTF IS THAT?” “Shhhhhhhhhhh! Calm down Malon.” I looked at my bro crazy! Why should I calm down?! They just tried to get over! Its not about the money but they need to know that I know their behavior is wrong!

My brother hates when I speak up so I’m choosing not to speak to him anymore. My other brother knows the truth because that is Sauveur’s first son. Suave is a pisces. They are super intuitive and emotional people. The elements of my brother Suave is water. Algabra is air and I’m Mother Earth.

Our father is the Fire sign. He is the reason why I have so much passion behind this. I am not just upset for myself, I AM UPSET FOR MY FATHER! As his daughter, I have to defend his honor. He did way too much when he was alive to be disrespected like this in death. I will no longer accept that! People always calling me “Mulan” any way like the Disney movie. I never watched any Disney cartoon movies or TV shows because I wasn’t allowed. I wasn’t allowed to watch anything that may possibly be enjoyable for kids. Instead, I watched grown up shows and movies like “The Parkers” and “Soul Plane”. Nothing is wrong with either one but when people ask me if I saw “Toy Story” I look at them strange. That wasn’t my childhood. Before my childhood best friend allowed Decepticon to turn her against me, she made me watch Mulan. Now it’s my favorite Disney movie. I think that’s why everyone likes my name. It reminded them of Mulan. When I finally watched the movie I realized why everyone kept correlating it to me! She was defending her fathers honor and rolling with the big boys!

I thought WOW! Maybe I am like Mulan. She’s now my favorite Disney Princess followed by The Little Mermaid. I never saw the original. I only saw Halle Bailey’s version which I encourage all little girls to go see. It teaches them that you don’t have to say much or do too much for a man to love you. All you gotta do is save him from drowning and try to be a part of his world. Then once you get to his world, don’t say anything. If he knows you don’t have family, then he will offer his palace. All you gotta do is fight the evil witch. Then you can finally speak to him! The witch stole her voice because she thought there was no way a man would fall in love with her silence. Well SHE WAS WRONG.

Decepticon never wanted me to watch those movies because they would have given me too much hope as a child. Instead, I started looking at celebrities for hope which I realize now was a mistake. I used to really look up to Beyonce until I realized, this woman has two parents and a family support system behind her. I could NEVER relate to that. There are other celebrities who do give me inspiration because I CAN relate to them personally like Nicki Minaj. When I heard about some of her childhood experiences I thought “WOW! Now look at her!” I know she doesn’t talk about it often because people can and WILL use your trauma against you. I’m glad to see she has a gang of fans ready to bully people over her. People may think its toxic but I disagree. I love being a BARB. She deserves to be defended.

For a long time I tried to dismantle decepticons damage. It seems I’m fighting this battle alone. I know I have the support of Victoria and Michelle but that’s not enough to combat anything. I would love for my family to be on board but they refuse to be accountable. Defending my fathers honor is too much to ask for especially from people who were probably jealous of him anyway. Then there are the family members who are too scared to say anything. “Stay out of it! You have to protect yourself and your children.” This is what one of my cousins said to Victoria when she encouraged her to help my brother see the truth. Everyone knows the truth but they CHOOSE to continue living the lie. At the expense of me being homeless and mentally drained, I decided now is a great time to cut everyone off and focus on what I know is right! Speaking my truth may not dismantle all the damage but it is a damn good start

Whoever has a problem with it can take it up with the spiritual world. This year I took everything personal. 2023 was definitely my Michael Jordan year but next year in 2024 I will need a Mamba Mentality. I called my other brother once I realized I was being ignored by Algabra. He was able to make me feel better.

“Watch Kobe Bryant’s videos. He has a lot of videos he made after he retired for motivation. He talks about how basketball changed his perception on life. Going to practice, playing games, winning championships all that have other life lessons. When you don’t feel like doing something but you gotta do it anyway. That’s why bro is acting like that. He wasn’t in the gym putting in the work. He aint been going to practice. YOU’ve been working! You been working hard putting in work and now, you are about to win the championship. Bro is mad because he knows he can’t win a championship, he didn’t put in the work. The people that can celebrate are the ones who been putting in the work with you.”

After that conversation, I felt a lot better. I guess it didn’t matter why my brother felt the need to ignore me. What matters is not feeling the need to include people in my life who have not put in the amount of work, energy or effort towards their goals the way that I have. My other brother has been staying sober and I’m proud of him. Kobe Bryant is his favorite player so he correlates his sobriety to him. “I remember when Kobe died, there were people who relapsed just because of it! I’m like come on bruh Kobe wouldn’t want that but his death hurt a lot of people. When I reached my 30 day milestone it was on Kobe’s birthday!”

I congratulated my brother on his sobriety milestone. Lord knows how challenging this journey has been for ALL of us. I see the light at the end of the tunnel but so many people don’t want me to go. Why are others so obsessed with the darkness they created? My parents been dead for 28 years. When I was a child, they wanted me to get OVER it. There was never a proper space to heal from that loss.

Now that I’m older, I’m not going to say I’m over it but I accepted it. What I cannot accept is the aftermath and what happened to my family. The damage that was done to my future children and my brothers future children. My brother Suave is having a baby on the way. Let me tell you how BRAINWASHED people are. Decepticon is a child abuser. Point blank period. I’m not going to share why or how but I lived with this man. Trust me I KNOW. My childhood best friend that I used to practically LIVE with is also brainwashed and its sad. Sometimes I want to call her and be like “GIRL STOP BEING STUPID!” I don’t talk to her anymore but my brother saw her this year. She asked “Did you tell Decepticon that you are having a baby?” My brother looked at her weird. Issa no. She continues to say “You should tell him!” Now why would my brother, someone who is AWARE of Decepticons deception invite him into the life of his unborn child knowing what he is capable of?

This is the level of brainwashing that makes me want to fight her sometimes! Like girl you can’t be THAT SLOW! On Decepticons birthday, she posted a picture of all 3 of us and Diddy cropped me out. My cousins screenshot and sent it to me. “How does she know him? Does she only know him because of Malon?” My cousin and her sister who is also my cousin thought that was very very strange of her. Yes it was extremely weird for her to post a child predator and claim him to be like a second father to her. Especially considering that her REAL father is still very much alive. I hope he is doing well. Cropping me out of the picture made me feel great! Please remove me from the foolishness. I want no parts. My cousin telling me didn’t upset me at the time because I was too focused on plotting to go to Miami instead. I had my mind on important things. “I don’t care. She making herself look goofy.”

Never underestimate the power of deception. I’ve seen this man turn my own friends, family members and EVEN BOYFRIENDS against me but we gonna stop right there. Just know I aint gonna LET UP, no I aint gonna shut up, nooooo I AINT GON GIVE UP! I aint got never let them haters ever get. to. me. Oh No no no no no! They’ll never get to me! Shoutout to DG Yola! That song is my mantra. I JUST DONT GIVE A F! I’m all out with it! Today I go back to school. My entertainment marketing class is forcing me to think differently about how I should market my memoir. With this book being based on a true story, we have to be sensitive to the content and all the people involved. There was a lot of damage done by Decepticon. Yes I want to dismantle the damage but I don’t want to re-traumatize anyone else in the process. I am choosing to handle this matter with delicacy, care and consideration.

Thank you for letting me share!

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My book The African American Orphan is already written. It’s the editing that got me in a chokehold.

So much I want to reveal yet so much I may need to conceal for the sake of the other people involved

Please be patient with me. I have to trust the process.

Just know its coming and the TRUTH shall set me FREE

Love Always,

Malon Mahotiere