Friday the 13th: its getting weird
Bonjour! Today is Friday the 13th in October. I want to talk about how weird things are getting. Lets get into it! It’s spooky season which means the freaks are coming out at night. Everyone’s mask is being revealed and we are seeing people and things for who and what they really are. Now that I’m back in LA, I must say I’m happy to be back. I talk a lot of sh!t about being in LA but after what I experienced in Las Vegas, I realize this is where I need to be for God knows how long. I’ve been moving around a lot trying to find a place for myself but now I think I should be at a stand still Mannequin. You wanna sleep on me overnight? I’m the MF boss of my life.
It feels a little weird but I know things are only going to be getting weirder. Moving around is a trauma response to homelessness. Although Rose is no longer someone I consider a friend or a sister, I have to say that I appreciate the experience I had with her and the way it ended because it put my mind back into focus.
Why I decided to share her hateful words is because people need to know how WEIRD others are when it comes to why they’re jealous of me. ITS GETTING WEIRD. What is ironic is Rose is no better than I am. She is homeless without a mother in this world ALSO. That is what we bonded over but somehow she has this negative hateful spirit towards me. I used to look up to her in some ways. Her mother passed away when she was 2 weeks old. My mother passed away when I was 18 months
However she still has her father and I lost both my parents. Can we stop acting like I’m traumatized over the loss of my parents? I’ve been over that since I finished writing my first book. Speaking of book, I think that’s what I want to focus on. This will be the best work I have ever done in my life.
Writing a memoir was the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life because I had to take every single aspect of who I am and formulate it into a story for people to follow along. I get tired of explaining my life and people being fascinated by perceived trauma. When I was effected THE MOST by my parents death, no one cared enough to help me get through that. I got through it on my own. Through spiritual messages and gifts, my parents did not want me to be miserable. Instead they said, my child will smile.
Something people always seemed to be upset about. “Why are you smiling? What are you so happy about?” As if happiness is a wasted emotion. Do you know how long it takes for people to finally reach a place where they feel HAPPY? I have dealt with people who constantly try to steal my joy.
Which speaking of Joy, one of the women from the Global Business Sports Forum said something that stuck with me. When they asked “What is your end goal with all of this?” One woman’s response was “I am happy with what I’m doing. So as long as I still have joy in the work that I do than I’m good.” I thought to myself “If she is happy than I’m happy for her.” Now that’s JUST ME. When it comes to MY happiness, I feel that others don’t always want it for me the way I want it for them.
That to me is what is weird. I could be the happiest for someone else but when its time to be excited for my own happiness, I seem to be the only one happy for my happiness. Its getting weird. People rather me stay miserable. When this book drops you all will see that I suffered enough in my life.
What is REALLY weird is how jealous people are because I’ve over come so much. They ask me questions about my life because they are fascinated by my trauma and I think its SICK. That’s why I’m trying to focus on publishing my book. Since you SICKS get a KICK out of hearing about my past trauma then why not sell it sooner than later. I don’t have time for the fake love. If you think that I should be some sad miserable orphan than I will play the role accordingly. As long as you purchase my book, I will act as miserable as I need to in order to protect whatever happiness comes as a result.
When I was in Las Vegas, Michael Jackson’s spirit came out at night to give me a message. He agrees “It’s getting weird.” Now he could have told me this message in LA but he waited. He waited for the right time and the right moment. Michael Jackson was an American Treasure. However the way they treated this man makes me so sad! They did him so wrong. I remember being a kid and watching his old videos when he was BLACK. Before Decepticon went overboard, he would take us to my fathers colleagues house and they would play his videos for us to watch. I remember they had a huge mansion with a pool. I don’t remember which one of his colleagues it was. I just remember that big house.
I probably was 7 or 8 at the time. I watched the Thriller video for the first time and thought “THATS MICHAEL JACKSON?” I was so confused because the media always showed this creepy looking white man with a bad wig. I thought to myself: “No way this is the same person NO WAY JOSE!” Even though I was just a kid, I was on to something. One of the teachers that I met in Vegas decided to go to his car and I followed. We ended up talking for hours about Hollywood and our fav Entertainers. That’s when the conversation of Michael Jackson came up. He said to me “I think he is so talented and just iconic but if he really did that to those boys than I cant support that.” I smiled at him like a weirdo
Then I said “Do you want to know the truth? I agree with you! I don’t support molesting children but Michael Jackson didn’t do that. Do you want to know the truth?” He responded “YEAH! I really do.” That’s when I jokingly said “The clone did it. He was never the same after that Pepsi commercial.” Suddenly, those words instantly made Michael Jackson’s spirit appear. The teacher seemed convinced. “So you think its all propaganda?” I nodded and smiled. Next thing you know THRILLER comes on the radio.
I got so spooked out because the song played out of no where! “MICHAEL JACKSON IS HERE!” When I heard the words come on, I got really silent. I just listened closely. I couldn’t believe the song came on after my words. “Realize there’s no where left to run. You close your eyes, and hope that it’s just imagination. GIRL! But all the while you hear a creature creeping up behind. YOU’RE OUT OF TIME! THIS IS THRILLER! THRILLER NIGHT! There aint no second chance. You’re fighting for your life inside a killer thriller TONIGHT!” For a second I felt stuck like I couldn’t move at all. “They’re out to get you! There’s demons closing in on every side. They will possess you unless you change the number on your dial! NOW IS THE TIME! All through the night, I’ll save you from the terror on your screen. I’LL MAKE YOU SEE! THAT THIS IS THRILLER! I can thrill you more than any goons could ever try! So let me hold you tight and share the KILLER, THRILLER TONIGHT!”
The most scary part came after, “I’m gonna do it tonight! I’m gonna thrill you tonight!” My body definitely started to shiver. I was so spooked out. Then afterwards I felt released. Michael Jackson had me in a chokehold for a second but then he let me go. I started laughing uncontrollably. "I WAS RIGHT! Michael Jackson didn’t do anything! They made it all up! WOW I ALWAYS KNEW! That was never him.”
I’m sure that man thought I was a lunatic but he was so attracted to me he didn’t care. In the end, I felt that I received confirmation MICHAEL JACKSON IS INNOCENT. I watched the horrid documentary “Leaving Neverland” after watching “Surviving R.Kelly”. Now after watching both documentaries you could see a big difference in production. R.Kelly was really wild n out there! This I KNOW to be true but Michael Jackson’s accusers always seemed questionable. It just seemed very calculated and orchestrated. When I was in the 4th grade, I remember I had a friend who asked me if I wanted to go with her to an R.Kelly concert. Her father was going to take us there. I asked my legal guardian to go and he said NO
My legal guardian was no better than R.Kelly. To be honest, he was the predator everyone thought Michael Jackson was. That’s why I couldn’t correlate the two. There was no way Michael Jackson could be like this man here. NO WAY JOSE! R. Kelly is a different story because his home was in Gwinnett where I grew up. Gwinnett is so corrupt that when everything erupted no one was shocked.
When I spoke out about my legal guardian it was because of all the people he violated from my childhood. I was speaking up for them. They came and told me what he did to them. They were afraid to tell me at first because they thought I would defend him since that was “family.” NO PA FAMI OU. That means “That’s not family to me.” During this time, I was still on contract for the Air Force. I felt it was my duty to do the RIGHT THING but I was WRONG. When I spoke out about Decepticon being the man everyone accused Michael Jackson of being, that’s when things GOT REALLY WEIRD
Lets just wrap this up by saying this: Michael Jackson knows that I know what a true villain looks like but that was not the person he was. We cant act like child predators don’t exist but even as a child, I never wanted to believe that was him because it didn’t correlate. I was being raised by a child predator.
Trust me, Decepticon was NOTHING like Michael Jackson. THE REAL MICHAEL JACKSON. However I remember him defending the clone and those accusations. I couldn’t believe it. The way he spoke about Michael Jackson was twisted. It was as if he only liked him once that fake story was released.
We are gonna end this. Michael Jackson just wanted me to tell y’all that he is INNOCENT. Also he thinks ITS GETTING WEIRD. The obsession is an OVERKILL. He is not flattered by it, instead he is disgusted.
Frankly, I am too. However I cannot ignore the reality of his influence. This is the price of fame, Michael Jackson will ALWAYS BE THE GOAT TO ME. He didn’t do anything. HE IS INNOCENT
That’s all for now
Happy Friday the 13th
P.S. If all of this sounds too crazy weird and you don’t believe in the power of spirits. I will show you. My voice has been gone for weeks. However after Michael Jacksons spirit gave me a hello, the next day MY VOICE CAME BACK. It’s gone again but it came back enough to sing Man in the Mirror
Here’s the link to watch
https://youtu.be/dnKVeV_eBLE?si=K7SXpEFOmDi0kuJS
-Malon Mahotiere